Saturday, June 2, 2018

The First Encounter (15 years later)

You seriously trust this woman?
I hate that preparing this render took the better part of the day. Between loading and dressing the figures and then trying to get the poses and lighting right, it just ended up being really time consuming. That being said, I do love how it came out. When I seriously begin to pursue a narrative comic I think I will go with a total 3D style for this story which still has no name. Anyway, I wanted to remake an old work just to remind my 32-year-old self that the child in me is still alive and well as she always was. I enjoy the 3D aesthetic, but I don't want to lose my digital painting style, so I have decided that The Renegades will maintain a composite look, with both painted and 3D elements, while this one and possibly one other fantastical story I have been working on and off forever will be mainly 3D. I really like how it turned out after all! ^_^

Of course we must give respect to the original! LOL I think it's a nice upgrade, and the spirit of the original image is still intact :)

Sunday, May 27, 2018

Ooh Ni.

My first post in over 3 months. I was out of commission for a while because I moved to South Korea. Yeah, It seems out of the blue but, so far is proving to have been a good decision for my life. Anyway, I finally got a new PC so here's an updated Niyati. I never was happy with her 3D counterpart or even the edited version, but this is much better. He essence is captured much more accurately this time.

Here are Kayli and Farren just to complete the set.

Sunday, January 21, 2018


Sometimes I crush on people and it's intense. I just wanted you to know... I hope you don't think I'm creepy and weird.. like Satan...


Well that's the old name... I'm not him...



What I'm saying is I don't have an evil bone in my body...yet.


Okay, yeah, no, I'm done. And this is the only place I'll be posting this because I like my secrets as much as Faust likes Mephistopheles.

Monday, January 15, 2018

Happy MLK Day, Putti

Like a month ago, I posted a status on Facebook that read "I finally know who my real father is." and it was all esoteric n shit.

He likes my dark sense of humor and the fact that there's no irony in my hellish torture tactics and my swift judgment in execution. (Do I know this for certain?) Certainly. But I can't prove it out loud, nor would I want to. Our inside jokes are quite twisted.

 So here's a nice picture of us having a tea party.

Sunday, December 31, 2017


I want to believe you. I do. But I have more intangible obstacles, “conveniently” placed between, just as before. I am short-tempered because “Nobody is perfect” except for me, so I don’t know how to cater to your moods.

I don’t know what the fuck to believe. I shouldn’t have done the thing. I know I shouldn’t have. Because it never changes anything. It just serves to make me miserable as I was when I was last in a “relationship”.

How heavy my mind and heart in  conjunction must be to have the impact of hate manifested in feral anger management issues, in my peers is a new one for me.

In the past I had avoided gen-contact for the sake of keeping peace and now it’s as if I am starting fires by refraining from doing the thing, and “cheating” people out of some kind of vicarious high.

It will only get worse. It would be nice to be rescued, but I don’t think that’s how this story goes, or it would have happened by now.

I never saw enlightenment being so lonely, but I suppose I should have anticipated it. So I keep trying to light another wick, but everyone is afraid it will make them into Gods.

That it’s too much responsibility for people who like to rely on the “only human” excuse for their existence.

I have feelings. I get sad. I smile, I laugh, I cry (rarely) and My rage is fortified. My rage is under such restraint that I am radioactive. Literally or figuratively, It’s hard to tell. Stranger things have happened.

Monday, December 11, 2017

Momo is Peaches


I don't always update Peaches posts here, but this is what I did today so, here they are. They came out really good/ I'm proud of them :)

Monday, November 27, 2017

The Bridge

Guess who just finished the first part of their epic fanfic!? This guy!!! Yeahhhh!! It was just supposed to be a short story and its gotten out of control but in a good way! Now I just gotta figure out where I'm gonna post it...

Monday, November 6, 2017


the younger sister to Tori. There should probably be more bells and whistles to her uniform and weapons, but I don't know what they are yet. I will update once I find out. :D good practice ^_^

Sunday, November 5, 2017

The First Encounter (15 years later)

You seriously trust this woman? I hate that preparing this render took the better part of the day. Between loading and dressing the fi...