Sunday, January 21, 2018

Conscience

Sometimes I crush on people and it's intense. I just wanted you to know... I hope you don't think I'm creepy and weird.. like Satan...

Shit.

Well that's the old name... I'm not him...

Anymore.

Shit.

What I'm saying is I don't have an evil bone in my body...yet.

Shit.

Okay, yeah, no, I'm done. And this is the only place I'll be posting this because I like my secrets as much as Faust likes Mephistopheles.

Monday, January 15, 2018

Happy MLK Day, Putti

Like a month ago, I posted a status on Facebook that read "I finally know who my real father is." and it was all esoteric n shit.

He likes my dark sense of humor and the fact that there's no irony in my hellish torture tactics and my swift judgment in execution. (Do I know this for certain?) Certainly. But I can't prove it out loud, nor would I want to. Our inside jokes are quite twisted.

 So here's a nice picture of us having a tea party.

Sunday, December 31, 2017

Trouble


I want to believe you. I do. But I have more intangible obstacles, “conveniently” placed between, just as before. I am short-tempered because “Nobody is perfect” except for me, so I don’t know how to cater to your moods.

I don’t know what the fuck to believe. I shouldn’t have done the thing. I know I shouldn’t have. Because it never changes anything. It just serves to make me miserable as I was when I was last in a “relationship”.

How heavy my mind and heart in  conjunction must be to have the impact of hate manifested in feral anger management issues, in my peers is a new one for me.

In the past I had avoided gen-contact for the sake of keeping peace and now it’s as if I am starting fires by refraining from doing the thing, and “cheating” people out of some kind of vicarious high.

It will only get worse. It would be nice to be rescued, but I don’t think that’s how this story goes, or it would have happened by now.

I never saw enlightenment being so lonely, but I suppose I should have anticipated it. So I keep trying to light another wick, but everyone is afraid it will make them into Gods.

That it’s too much responsibility for people who like to rely on the “only human” excuse for their existence.

I have feelings. I get sad. I smile, I laugh, I cry (rarely) and My rage is fortified. My rage is under such restraint that I am radioactive. Literally or figuratively, It’s hard to tell. Stranger things have happened.


Monday, December 11, 2017

Momo is Peaches


 

I don't always update Peaches posts here, but this is what I did today so, here they are. They came out really good/ I'm proud of them :)

Monday, November 27, 2017

The Bridge


Guess who just finished the first part of their epic fanfic!? This guy!!! Yeahhhh!! It was just supposed to be a short story and its gotten out of control but in a good way! Now I just gotta figure out where I'm gonna post it...


Monday, November 6, 2017

Dara

the younger sister to Tori. There should probably be more bells and whistles to her uniform and weapons, but I don't know what they are yet. I will update once I find out. :D good practice ^_^

Sunday, November 5, 2017

Friday, October 27, 2017

It will be okay

I have to believe that. I haven't been okay in a very long time...

Drawing Itachi has been good for meditation... and I am getting better at...well...everything... except being lonely and unemployed.  ;_;

I feel like the world is against me... I'm so tired of struggling just to live independently and simply. Somebody fucking save me, please.

That look says it all
But still...

My Little Ponies

Friendship is Magic.