|Friendship is Magic.|
Sunday, January 21, 2018
Well that's the old name... I'm not him...
What I'm saying is I don't have an evil bone in my body...yet.
Okay, yeah, no, I'm done. And this is the only place I'll be posting this because I like my secrets as much as Faust likes Mephistopheles.
Monday, January 15, 2018
He likes my dark sense of humor and the fact that there's no irony in my hellish torture tactics and my swift judgment in execution. (Do I know this for certain?) Certainly. But I can't prove it out loud, nor would I want to. Our inside jokes are quite twisted.
So here's a nice picture of us having a tea party.
Sunday, December 31, 2017
I want to believe you. I do. But I have more intangible obstacles, “conveniently” placed between, just as before. I am short-tempered because “Nobody is perfect” except for me, so I don’t know how to cater to your moods.
I don’t know what the fuck to believe. I shouldn’t have done the thing. I know I shouldn’t have. Because it never changes anything. It just serves to make me miserable as I was when I was last in a “relationship”.
How heavy my mind and heart in conjunction must be to have the impact of hate manifested in feral anger management issues, in my peers is a new one for me.
In the past I had avoided gen-contact for the sake of keeping peace and now it’s as if I am starting fires by refraining from doing the thing, and “cheating” people out of some kind of vicarious high.
It will only get worse. It would be nice to be rescued, but I don’t think that’s how this story goes, or it would have happened by now.
I never saw enlightenment being so lonely, but I suppose I should have anticipated it. So I keep trying to light another wick, but everyone is afraid it will make them into Gods.
That it’s too much responsibility for people who like to rely on the “only human” excuse for their existence.
I have feelings. I get sad. I smile, I laugh, I cry (rarely) and My rage is fortified. My rage is under such restraint that I am radioactive. Literally or figuratively, It’s hard to tell. Stranger things have happened.
Monday, December 11, 2017
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Friday, October 27, 2017
Drawing Itachi has been good for meditation... and I am getting better at...well...everything... except being lonely and unemployed. ;_;
I feel like the world is against me... I'm so tired of struggling just to live independently and simply. Somebody fucking save me, please.
|That look says it all|
Friendship is Magic.
You guys and Flying Lotus helped lead me to the middle path. Namaste! I had an AMAZING TIME tonight at the Hiatus Kaiyote Concert. Right...
I'm a little unhappy with some of the inconsistencies of how she looks. I'm not really that good at drawing expressions so it's ...