Failure.

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Sometimes I fuck up. I like to think I'm always conscious and maybe even ahead of the curve regarding karma. But there are things I can't forsee, and tests that I cannot cheat. Sometimes I think I try to side-step, avoid and workaround it, but there is always something else waiting to blindside me, because I'm not as smart as I think I am. I really need to humble myself and always remember that. If I can accept that, MAYBE I'll be worthy of blessings. But sometimes, I fuck up...

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